A lonely saturdaY

This time while sitting beside the window watching leaves of a tree being soaked by rain water, I felt a sheer loneliness. Wet monsoony air filling my lungs seemed to bring some relief. I get nearer to window to have more of it. They are playing Bengali songs (Puja songs). Bengalis are very Festive, so much of fanfare there. Guys had gone for JSPL, so no more hanging around. JSPL i.e. Jindal Steel premier league like other premier leagues emerging from everywhere.

So I was finding ways to sort out my loneliness. Gtalk, not a good option either. I should penned down something ....... something from my vacation, I thought. I spent this vacation in the manner, ‘m not use to be. Man is a social creature and I am also not an exception. But I think up to some extent I like being in group the most than friends around me.

I find myself good at reading peoples and their behaviour. But this time....this happened. I learnt that ..................yet I have to learn a lot. The one thing which I missed throughout my college life is the compatibility level of peoples, of which I was used to in my school days. After completing my four years almost, yet I am unable to identify the faces around me. And this time “Jor ka jhatka jara jor se laga hai”. May be being professional or practical have something to do with it I dnno, but it’s true. Friendship is the relation which is fully and solely depends upon the persons related. No one interferes while you are choosing your friends. You‘ll be credited for all good outcomes but you have to accept its evils also. Any way “ye mere dost hain aur inhe maine choose kiya hai”. During hours of my friendship tutorial, I certainly missed some people, my sis and some of my friends .........especially one who behaves as a sink to me.

This was the first ever DP when I was not at my home. Although I am not very fond of being at home, as I don’t have a single friend there in spite I missed faces at home very much. Either going for morning walk with papa or irritating mom with my activities in kitchen, going for chaat aur samosa with my sweet lovely sister or being webbed in stupid questions of my younger brother, I missed all those stuffs. Why I bunked my vacation this time? Till now I’ve not figured it out. I haven’t spent much time with them since some years.

Apart from feeling hard also played hard in these off hours. Sometimes cricket then after Basketball followed by Table-tennis and tired myself a lot. May be feeling like covering for India’s disappointing CT campaign in South Africa. Bhul gaye kya................it happens man. Anyway, better luck next time.

Ufffff.............

Someone is shouting. It's ashu........yeaaa, ok.

It’s time for table-tennis now. Gotta go, but’ll be back soon with a brand new post.